you cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Monday, February 05, 2007
the biatch is getting posted out soon. about time. good riddance and thank you not for the extras.
It's supposed to be a good thing isn't it? that he's gone. done. over with. Now it's just you and me. Isn't it? I'm supposed to feel a sense of security..the one holy grail in our relationship that i crave so badly for. Isn't it. But it doesn't feel like the way it should feel. I still think a little too much quite very often. I still feel fucking insecured. I still get the feeling that he'll come back into the picture anytime. I still got the mental picture of you running back to him if shit ever happened between us. And I don't feel all that without a reason. You lied to me a few times already, even after u swore that you wouldn't. And as much as I forced myself to put all that behind, it rankles now and then. But still, I've placed every iota of trust left on the line, and it's threading on really thin ice. I would like very much to believe everything you say and as far as now is concerned, I'm doing just that, just like I have been doing right at the very start, when I ignored everyone's advices to believe each and every word that came from you. you're worth it you know that? all the emotional garbage that i'm going through right now because of you, it's all fucking worth it. it really is and you really are.
but i don't think i could ever handle it if you ever lied to me, or broke that one particular promise you made to me. and if all that mean anything to you, don't.
1:33 AM - You left Gucci for Giordano, darling.
about
Brandon T.
from Tao Nan, to Dunman High, to Temasek JC. What's next? Cambridge the Lexus or NUS the Olive tree? I love soccer, and life gets pretty interesting when you worship 11 men and love 1 woman. And I'm still waiting..for you.
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
I'll turn jet black and live in your shadows
while you show off your light
I live to let you shine
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